C♥When I think about my life. I’m not certain about almost anything. I just want to stop being a disappointment and start making people proud of me. I have messed up so many times and I hope that I can keep becoming a better person. I just don’t know where to go or what to do. I don’t know anything for sure except you. You are the only person that doesn’t hurt my feelings, doesn’t bring me down, always supports me no matter what. You believe in me and I believe in you. Thats how it is and I love it. I just hope that its a forever kind of deal. :). I love you. I miss you right now. I just really want to hold you.

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can’t sleep, worrying about my girl. <3 

I can’t believe these songs and phrases affect me so much. 

            The shadow man has stayed away, forever shall he stay that way,

            I knew him well, too well I think, now I float and cannot sink,

            Into the dark where It was dim, before she came and rescued him,

            With an ease she lifted him and then his life became less grim,

            On broken legs he tried to walk, they healed and he began to talk,

            He looks at her with shattered eyes the darkness deep inside him dies

            He smiles, nods as if to say, I love you beauty of the day.